OHARA

A few minutes ago, I read a bulletin posted by the bagan blogger “Awan”, he referred ZQ as a fast processor.
That’s the name !
Here is a short recap, ZQ was extremely kind for nicknaming me with the most ridiculous “plate number” I have ever got. Believe me, this is even worse than “B**U”. Thereafter, I have been carrying this “TAG”. No sooner, I found I was not alone, I encountered Snail was the other victim. Up to this moment, they kept calling us, Li Teng…We must fight!
So finally Awan came up with the fast processor and that’s it ! It so clicked !
Thanks to Awan!

A week ago I borrowed this movie called “Fever Pitch” from Doggie. I started to recall a scene when Drew rejected his Love for a fear of a “summer” guy having no hope to be the “whole winter guy”.
It hit me that badly at a point that I was also that kind of person.
I was a summer guy when “those things” come !!!
I am so sorry for letting you all down, guys. This uni has turned me into someone I don’t want to be. Again I am trapped in this circle, just like I was used to.
It was totally out of the line from what I planned as I stepped my foot here.
God punished me with this curse ! or if not, someone did !
I wish I could just be more Me and Me, It consumed me……
These days I was down down and down..the only thing keep me steady and fragile as well is the fact that I have to do it for them.
So it is completely battling mind here. The heart sometimes followed the mind. And it had dissapointed others.

Blood sucking assignments
Stone dragging projects
I understand the coming three weeks won’t be easy for all of us.
I missed those moments when we could still breathe the fresh air in the beginning of the intake.
Now, it’s harder to breathe, isn’t it ?
So I could do nothing but support.
Gud Luck
Gunawan - for your final disertation to be submitted a week from now. Don’t be lazy at the last moment!
Hendra - for your promising King and Queen work properly. Dun worry still have time!
Ling Wei - for your Computer Vision assignment and 2nd Year group interim report. Narnia’s waiting !
Nasa - for your most wonderful, challenging and INTERESTING project in this batch. don’t waste the car.
Li Teng - for your ups and downs of swifting supervisor and topic. Go network !
Aren - for your interpolation something2. Everything goes thousands more complicated with Qussay
Me- for my not wasting the energy, money, and attention of my two GODS !

Amazing ‘race’, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like us….
We once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, We see

I just went back from a tresure hunt held by the Student Association. We were a team of five, so-called the power rangers with the formation of Doggie, Champ, Snail, Bagan, and Dolphin.
Though it was my first experience, it somehow didn’t give me a good impression of how things done by the SA.
We lost, even disqualified, because we ran out of time.I was like GRRRRRR……fruitless!!!
I told you why :
1. We are the only CSIT team and you hardly find 2nd year and 3rd year friends living on campus, so we were totally out of league compared to those of the eng and biz
2. No ‘multi-threading’
3. Runtime O(n) - no heuristic approach
I am not complaining, I just did an analysis and recollection
However, we were in fact a solid team, just lack of luck.
But first and foremost, this activity was quite fun.From now on, I just can not mock on the real ‘amazing race’ on TV coz a very simple case of mine was a bloody hell
As I closed this, for me,the treasure is the “Togetherness”.It’s worthwhile!
Thanks to my team members….TOOPIDS!!!

Today I worked for hours and hours to figure things out and when I finally gave up, I seeked a friend of mine for opinion, and it was solved in seconds.
How stupid I am?
The answer was right in front of my eyes, and how could I overlook of it.
Does my brain disfunction badly ?
Now I could continue my work…whistle in heart
Thx Pal

What have I done?
What if it’s too late now?
Did I make it good, didn’t I?
Didn’t I give you all the best of me ?
I wonder how it could be, it would be
How would it be ?