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Just read an article to dig out what has been haunted for years.
Well, I told you the symptoms that I have suffered numerous times.
"You are very tired, You know you are going to dreamland any minute.
But hey, what happened ? You could still think, your body did not respond. AT ALL.
You couldn’t move ur leg, couldn’t roll ur eyes, couldn’t speak out.
You couldn’t stop being panic, couldn’t pretend nothing’d happened.
You heard voices…evil whispering to your eyes.
You heard a loud laughter from nowhere.
Anyway you realized u had to do something.
You tried and tried..
Shaking your head, moving your arms or toes…
Then you were freed.
You would feel like losing breath"

Well that’s pretty much the details or I could say the repetition of bad bad episodes.
For years, I have made myself believe that a ghost actually sat on me, at least this was grabbed when I discussed it with my parents.
Apparently, there is a scientific explanation for this.
It is called "sleep paralysis"
There are numerous causes that could trigger this event.
But I rather not to have it with you.
So for those who share the same experience as I do,
if you haven’t bothered to find out what actually this scary thing, ehm..like I told you..there is no supernatural reason behind it.
if you never experience this, I just have to say..you better don’t.
You never know that the hallucination can bring you not to the level of hearing strange voices..
but as what I read, you even could see things you do not wish to "see".
Though it’s just a hallucination, you can differentiate whether "the body" sleeps next to you is real or not

I am waiting for the next 15 minutes to have lunch.
I had a small chat with my roommates yesterday.
I felt that working is very different from when you studied in university.
You always knew when your study would be going to finish, when was ur graduation and so on.
But when you are in the working environment, you do not have any clue what is going to happen on the next day.
This is an example shown when my roommate(s) had or have to look for another job by the cause of their company closure.
Like today, I have been transferred from my previous task to others. Again can’t say whether this is of benefit or not.
You just have to face it.
One thing that is certain is that you always love the night shower, dinner, and go back home watching downloaded series.Hehehe!
I was way far compared to my father when he was on my age.
Back in those times, I guaranteed he was triple times more productive than me.
That really is a lesson to learn, to know that things do not come easily

Woah..woah..
I am extremely tired and is about to close my eyes anytime now.
But it’s damn still early..10:33
I always have my sleep at 1 or above.
Today we shifted to a new house at Aljunied. Though it is a bit far from my workplace but it’s the best and convenient for any of us going to work.
It is huge, can accomodate 6 people..I guess or even more.
Got kitchen set, two bathrooms, wonderful scenery, far beyond our expectation of getting it with a reasonable price.
Thanks to our Agent though, We feel owing them a lot, also for today’s dinner..hehehe!!
I just finished my company’s project and is about to be deployed within this week.
Well, this is kinda crucial for me.Just hope that the code really works as required.At least this could lift me up after so many unexpected things happened to me lately..
I think Singapore is too harsh for her people. You can observe them varying in ages work pretty hard.
For example, on last saturday, on my way to MOM, I encountered many teenagers of 11-15 stopping by pedestrians for a donation. At one point, this is very very very scarce in Indonesia, esp for the Chinese Indonesian.
I admire their willingess and consciousness of the importance of earning something for somebody.
That’s just too nobel..
And of course they had my contribution that day.
After my 2 months stay in Singapore, I have drawn a conclusion that Singaporean are more mature than the Malaysian and Indonesian,from their way of dressing to the way of speaking like adults. Way matured civilizations!!

Wat a week..
I have never been this busy since I have started working…
Given a new task….and only one to do it..
A lot of people to ask..too much questions that most of them shouldn’t be
I know that there is a silver lining behind all of these, especially priceless experience and working environment.

People are not aware of the fact that they were zero once.
Zero…..Zero……Zero
I am planning to move to 1 now..
I am in 0.3 at the moment, so that will take few weeks ahead.

There is so much thing happen in a day…
If u stay at home all the time, you might not know the real world.
The real world where all characteristics bond in a small venue.
Could be tolerable or not.
Like my bro’s saying, it takes you a year to know WHO is WHO,and WHAT is WHAT.
Till that time comes…